I've always enjoyed reading real life astrology
by Rob Brezsny. This week, Brezsny tells me this: "ARIES (March 21-April 19): I dreamed you were
in a cake store. Every delicious kind of cake you
could imagine was there: carrot cake,
strawberry cheesecake, gooey butter cake, rich
chocolate cake with four layers of cherries
and whipped cream,birthday cakes that must have
been baked in paradise. Sadly, there was a problem:
You weren't allowed to buy anything, even though
you had enough money. A big sign on the wall said, simply, "Absolutely no cakes available for Aries."
What do you think my dream means? More importantly,
what are you going to do about the situation? I suggest that in my next dream, you
get a friend to buy a cake for you. Either that,
or go to a different cake store. One way or another, the astrological omens say it's high time for you get
the cake you want."
(Rob Brezsny's Astrology Newsletter)
I found it apt, somehow.
No cake for me. Now what?
The endometrial biopsy will happen at the beginning of September. We will at least know if we can try again for a pregnancy, whether with donor eggs or donor embryos.
We've started the adoption process.
I can't keep standing in that store being told I can't have any cake.